~~~Alive~~~

Alive in the subject has a diff meaning now, since two days before i passed out because of fever n flu, plus migrain, n my eyes were so tired, as if all diseases were coming down on me at once. I've never been this sick before, well not after my appendix operation. Wonder what happening to my body?

*wail: Mommy~~~~~~~~~~*

Totally alone in my bedsick, with nothing accompanied me but my laptop. So tired. The world too just go around and around and around and around, gossh its spinning over n over again. And i'm cold~~~~~

*wail: Mommy~~~~~~~~~~*

If i could be back being a little girl again, i will yell "I want my Mommy~~~~~" homesick kana? eventhough i've just gone back from bdg? *sigh*

Life is tough, at times like this makes me wondering what will my future held, makes me realized how truly alone i am.